måndag 10 juni 2013

torsdag 6 juni 2013

Sweden's National Day

6/6 = Sweden's National Day.
Today has been a great day.
I´m so happy right now.
I had the best day in a long time.
We went to a tivoli in Denmark called Bakken.
The sun was shining and Everything has been so great.
To spend a whole day with friends and my family...My brother was missing today tho.
I´m so blessed.

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And finally..the thing that made this day even more perfect.
I´ve got the visa... Australia is really happening...!
I´m so happy right now.
So tomorrow me and my mum gonna start packing.

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I´m so tired right now, but I put some Pictures up tomorrow.

Love you all

Tjingeling

lördag 1 juni 2013

Nervous!

I´m getting a bit nervous now.
I applied for my visa in the middle of this week.
I got an answer, I have to take a copy of my passport and send it. =D
So fingers crossed, make this happen...or else I will cry.
I have to stay positive.

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I have a feeling that is so strong.
I´m thinking about you the whole time.
I know I´m leaving in 4 weeks, so it doesn´t really matter.
But sometimes I wish I meet people like you when it was the right time in my Life.
My heart is on fire and it´s all because of you.

You make me happy, you make me smile, I have butterflies in my stomach, but sometimes you make me cry.
I don´t cry because I´m sad or because you hurt me.
I cry because I miss you so much.
When I do not hear from you in several Days, I just wanna call or send you a text.
But I don´t wanna bother you even if I know that you love to talk to me.

But when I Think about it I´m glad that we will be friends for ever.
You mean so much for me and I´m happy to have you in my Life..=D

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I´m happy about Everything I have in my Life.
I´m blessed


Gonna Watch a Movie now.
Have a great evening everyone.

Love you all

Tjingeling


 



tisdag 28 maj 2013

baptism

I woke up to a cloudy morning, but after 12 a clock the sun came forward and we had 21 degrees. 
To all of you  that don't live in Sweden that is good weather =D 
It was a amazing day and Liam was the nicest baby in the church. 
I love him and his family so much. 
 
 
I realized yesterday that its only 31 days until I leave it Australia. Can't believe that the time goes so fast. I know I'm always writing about Australia, but that my life and my adventure. 
 
To all if you that wonder how I will update my life I will use Facebook a lot, I will buy a lot of pictures on Instagram, so find me there : Mini84_ 
And of course I will update my blog as often I can. 
 
 
Gonna clean the house now and packing for the football game tonight. 
 
Love you all 
 
Tjingeling 
 
 
 
 
 
 

torsdag 23 maj 2013

Happy moments!

I´m so happy right now.
This morning I´ve got the answer from CSN, and I got the loan.
This means that I´m getting closer to my Dream...The last thing I have to do is applay for my Student Visa for Australia.
After that I´m ready to leave.
I´m leaving in the end of June, probably 29:th.
Can´t wait, but In the same time I will miss everyone.

*HAPPY FACE*
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On Saturday we are going to a baptism.
I´ll be godmother for my best friends son.
It´s gonna be one of my happiest moments in Life so far.
I love my best friends family just like my own, they are my extra family.
Friend for Life.

*FRIENDSHIP*
*LOVE*


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tisdag 21 maj 2013

I miss Australia.

When you get a punch in your face, you fall to the ground and it hurt so bad.
With your friends and your family you will rise again, cause Love is all you need.


I missed my family and my friends when I was in Australia, it was one of the biggest reasons I Went home. In 2 weeks everyone had time for me and all my stories, but after being home in 10 week people don´t really have the same time.
I´m getting bored and I can´t wait until I´m back in Australia.
Only 5 1/2 weeks left.
I know I will miss everyone once again, but they are just a phonecall away, and I´m not gonna give up on my Dream this time.
I know I will meet so many new people and I´m gonna have the time of my Life


.I do miss Perth, my housemates, my work, the sun and the beaches.
But I´m still a bit angry on my housemates.
They are probably the worst people when it comes to answering messages.
I´m not putting any energy in keeping Contact when they don´t give a shit.

I will Always remember them and what they did for me.

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Love you all

Tjingeling





 

söndag 19 maj 2013

WIHOOOOOO!!!

I have so much I wanna tell you, but I don´t have enough time.
Well we can start with yesterday.
It was so hot and you know me, I love the sun.
So I spent the whole day in the garden together with Mr.E and my parents.

In the evening we had dinner together with my best friend and her family, my sister and her boyfriend and my Lovely brother.
After that we watched Eurovision Song Contest.
Denmark ended up as the Winner =D

It´s raining today, but I´m hopefully going to Watch Mr.E play a game later today.
Rain is not a reason to not go.


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Well during this week I have fixed most of the things to my trip, still a lot to do.

I meet a friend from High School, Mr.K
He is Amazing....lovely friend.
We haven´t meet in about 9 years.


I love to meet new people, but to meet people that you actually never forgot about is Amazing.
My heart is filled with a lot of LOVE =D


Well I´m in a hurry, so write later or tomorrow.


Love you all
 
Tjingeling

onsdag 15 maj 2013

Complicated!!!

Or is it??
I believe that everything happens for a reason.
If it´s meant to be it will happen, if it´s not it was a nice adventure.

Haha..Everything is about taking a decision.
I have a Amazing friend, and I had the opportunity to spend yesterday with him, he rock my World just cause he is so Amazing.

People ask me what happened.
And I Always answer..
-Life happens...and I played with it.

Well It feels like I´m talking a lot of crap right now.
So I will go out in the sun and enjoy my life.

Six weeks.....Then I´m in Australia again.

Enjoy the ride..=D

Love you all

Tjingeling


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One of the reasons I love my life






söndag 12 maj 2013

WHY?

When someone askes if you´re okay, we Always answer YES.
But sometimes you need to be honest and tell people how you feel.
I Think we are to afraid of being being a bother.
And sometimes we keep the feelings to ourself couse we don´t wanna destroy the friendship we have with someone.
It can be Everything from something that bother you or that you have feelings for someone.

To be honest is Always the best, but even if I know this I keep it for myself.
Sense I´m leaving I can´t be bothered.
Even if I wanna scream to the World right out....!


You have to Think twice Before you do something that might change your Life.


think I will release my emotions
That´s the only right thing to do.


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I let you know when it´s done, and I let you know how it worked out =D


Love you all

Tjingeling

tisdag 7 maj 2013

The Love Of My Life

Today is 1 1/2 year since you left me.
It still hurts so much.
People say, It was just a dog, but for me you where Everything.
My best friend, the love of my Life, you Always made me smile.
When you left you took a part of my heart with you.
I will Always remember you and love you.
You where a fighter and you tried so hard to get better, and I´m sorry, I couldn't do anything to make it better. I wish I could but It didn't worked out the way I hoped for.

I´m sitting here Crying right now, not because I´m just sad, I´m happy that I know that you don't have to suffer anymore.

The Love Of My Life....NEO
No one will ever take your Place in my heart.

The most Amazing creature in my Life.


                                         The morning Before you left, you didn´t knew anything.

One hour Before you left.



Love you all


Tjingeling



Happy Moments!

I´m Always smiling when I see you, you make me happy even if I´m down.
Even if I only see you in a short time, you Always make my day.
So to yo MR.E, thanks for being such a Lovely friend
You are Amazing in many ways.
To be honest, how will I survive without you in Australia, well how will I survive without anyone?
I will met a lot of friends down there, but all the people here in Sweden is my friends, my family and I Love You


It´s gonna be an Amazing 18 months and I can´t wait to start the adventure, even if it´s gonna be hard to say goodbye to everyone.

Life is a adventure and you have to live it Before it´s to late.


Today I´m gonna spend time with Another Amazing friend MR.M, he also makes me smile.
Amazing in many ways....=D

I´m happy to have so many Amazing friends in my Life, you all mean the World to me.

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Life can be Amazing.
Make it yours and spend it on the way you really want.
Don´t waste time spending time with people that makes you unhappy, spend time with people that Always makes you smile.

That´s all right now.
I will put some Pictures from today later tonight.


Love you all

Tjingeling

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söndag 5 maj 2013

What happened?


When I came home 2 months ago I
believed in myself.
I still belive in myself, but my self-confidence when it comes to football
is gone.
Don´t know why??
I know I'm a good
football player, but i don´t have the same confidence that I had Before.

Hope I will get it back =D
Make some goals and keep having fun.

At least we won today 3-2 =D
It was a great and fun game to play today.
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I have also been thinking about how you can have a feeling inside that makes a big mess??
I´m trying to fight against it, but it´s not working.
I know that the education in Australia is what I really want, but the feeling inside says otherwise.
It´s not that I doubt, This is my Dream, and I´m gonna do it no matter what.


But to ignore the feeling is prehaps the wisest thing to do.


This  two Videos describes my thoughts

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ia2CpspwlBU


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3ohvr9-nXdA


Love you all

Tjingeling

fredag 3 maj 2013

Pictures

Enjoy =D











This week!

  1. It has been a great week once again, and it´s hasn´t ended yet.
    This weekend gonna be a good one.
    Game tomorrow, then we're going out and party, can´t wait.

    The weather is getting better, but it´s still Cold....I miss Australia.
    But in 2 months I´m back =D

    Well I dont feel like Writing today.
    next post I put up some pictures from the past week.

    Love you all

    Tjingeling

tisdag 30 april 2013

Raising!

When I was a Little girl, my parents taught me to respect other people.
To be polite and care for the people you like and love.
That´s what I keep doing.
When I was in Australia I lived with 3 Amazing guys, they treated me like a princess.
I loved them like my family.
And when I left we said that we should keep in Contact.
We have been talking a Little bit on facebook since I came home, but it´s Always me who contact them. It makes me sad that it´s just me trying.
I hoped they would be my friends forever, but sometimes Life doesn't end up the way you wan´t it to be. I will never forget them and they will Always be a part of my Life 2012.

I don´t know why people are so selfish...I have Another friend here in Sweden that act exactly the same way.
I mean if you do not want to know me, say it then instead.
I´m 28 years old and can deal with that.

Getting a bit angry, but Life is to short to really care about it.
it's their loss...!


Love you all

Tjingeling

 



måndag 29 april 2013

Finally...!

I'm happy to say that I'm going my own way.
I do what I want and it makes me happy. The education is now all done... Have sent all the paper and now there's no turning back.
29 June I'm leaving Sweden for a big adventure. I know I will meet so many new people... :)
Can't wait....!


Well I'm gonna have dinner with mum and dad now... It's hard to be sick and live in hotel Persson :)

Love you all

Tjingeling






Pictures.

some pictures from the weekend and some pictures of myself, as Always ;)












söndag 28 april 2013

Back to English!

This weekend has been Amazing.
My mum had birthday yesterday and we had a surprise dinner for her in the evening.
Mr.N cooked three course and it tasted delicious.

It was a great evening with the people who mean Everything to me.
I Love you all so much.
Thanks for being a part og my Life.


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Today it´s time for a game, but I have got a bad Cold.
I´m gonna try to play anyway, if it´s to heavy I just have to rest.
we won yesterday, and should win today.

Well I don´t have to much to write about.
Talk to you later.


Love you all

Tjingeling



fredag 26 april 2013

ILSKA

Man får lov att bli arg...! Det är naturligt att bli arg, jag blir inte arg så ofta, men på senaste tiden har jag varit lite bitter...!
Vet inte varför...Vädret? Besvikelse?
Iaf, när man bli arg så säger man ibland saker man inte borde, likaså gör jag.
Jag ber om ursäkt om det finns någon där ute som tog illa vid sig igår.
Jag var väl mest arg när jag kom hem till mamma och pappa, så de fick ta det mesta.
Förlåt för det underbara föräldrar.

Jag har på sista tiden insett att jag jämför ganska mycket med hur det var att leva i Australien.
Oerhört avslappnat, man dömer inte alls på samma sätt....Men vi i Sverige dömer ganska fort folk som vi inte ens känner.
Jag saknar värmen, den avslappnade stämningen, folket och framförallt alla BBQ. =D

I Sverige kommer jag sakna alla mina närmsta och fantastiska vänner...!
Min familj och fotbollen.
Men man anpassar sig till det man har och lever efter de förutsättningar som finns.
När jag var yngre så var fotbollen och mina vänner mitt allt.
Idag är det annorlunda och mitt liv handlar om familjen i första hand.
Sen finns det folk i min omgivning som jag prioriterar att få vara tillsammans med.
Min älskade vän Malin med familj är en av dem.
Den vänskap jag och Malin delar är oerhört sällsynt, vi behöver inte prata varje dag för att veta att den andre alltid kommer finnas där.
Oavsett om jag bor i Helsingborg eller Australien så kommer kontakten mellan oss aldrig att brytas.

Min fina familj finns det inga ord för....försök att sätta er på oss...Tufft, vi står enade tillsammans.
 Älskar min familj....Utan er vore jag inte densamma som jag är idag.

Jag vill avsluta med att säga FÖRLÅT än en gång för att jag ibland blir lite för arg över saker och ting som egentligen inte är någon stor sak.
Men ibland rinner bägaren över och det går ut över helt fel personer.


Love you all

Tjingeling


torsdag 25 april 2013

Have to write in Swedish cause I´m so angry right now!!!!

Jag är kokt!!!
För det första så är ett TACK inte så svårt att kläcka ur sig.
Att vara självupptagen är ingen bra egenskap....Du gräver din egen grav.
Att ständigt bli besviken...!!!
-Jag hör av mig imorgon, sen hör du inte ett j*a skit från personen.
Jag blir inte bara besviken, jag blir arg, ledsen, och tro det eller ej, mitt hjärta gör ont!!
Jag bryr mig om dig....men jag kräver någonting tillbaka =(

Jag HATAR att jag är en sådan person som bryr mig om mina medmänniskor mer än jag bryr mig om mig själv....! Att ständigt träffa folk som man tror bryr sig, sen får man fingret tillbaka!!

Jag är även arg över folk som inte kan prata och resonera med andra.....
Jag blev idag petad från A-laget....Jag bryr mig, det känns...men jag vill ha en anledning, annars kan jag skita i det, varför kämpa om du inte vet vad du ska kämpa med.
Varför ska jag lägga ner 2 månader på att träna och spela fotboll när man inte kan få någon ärlighet.
Jag har ställt frågan, och hoppas på ett svar, så ska inte ta ut något innan jag vet anledningen.
Så jag hoppas på att få ett svar på vad jag måste jobba med.
Oavsett vilket så säger folk till mig att jag borde bita mig i läppen ibland, men är det verkligen jag då?? Jag är fostrad att stå upp för mig själv och att säga ifrån, kommer inte sluta med det.
De vänner som står kvar är de riktiga, NI andra kan dra....er behöver jag inte i mitt liv.

Att spela ett spel och låtsas vara någon annan är inte alls min melodi.
Allt händer av en anledning, kanske ska jag fokusera på utbildningen redan nu och börja träna lite styrka.??
Ja så blir det nog...fotboll är socialt, men jag har så mycket annat att lägga min tid på!


Min styrka är att jag vet vem jag är och vet vad jag strävar efter och lägger inte min tid på någon eller något som endast tar energi ifrån mig.

2 MÅNADER till, sen äntligen kan jag se tillbaka på detta och leva min dröm
Det har inte riktigt sjunkit in att JAG faktiskt blivit antagen och ska åka iväg.
*LYCKA*


Livet är fullt med utmaningar, en del tar jag an, andra låter jag passera utan att bry mig...Det är dina beslut som räknas...Det är ditt liv det handlar om.



JAG ÄR STARK, ÄVEN OM JAG ÄR ENSAM.





Tjingeling


tisdag 23 april 2013

Not to much to say!

It´s a lot going on in my Life right now, but I´m to lazy to write about it.
I played a game yesterday and i scored.
We won with 6-3 =D

Or else I´m busy with seeing everyone.
I´m leaving in about  8 weeks.
Still haven´t figured out how to pack for 18 months away.
I can only bring 25 kg, and that isn´t to much.
Well I don´t feel like write to much today so I give you some Pictures to look at.
Love you all

Tjingeling
 
                                                      Me loving myself, like always
                                           Before the wave.
                                             After the wave.
                                                     Even when you´re having a bad day,
                                                     you´re still the same person.
                                                      My birthday, turning 28
                                          The love of my Life, no one will ever take his Place
Business, Give me a challenge!! =D