Raising!

When I was a Little girl, my parents taught me to respect other people.
To be polite and care for the people you like and love.

That´s what I keep doing.
When I was in Australia I lived with 3 Amazing guys, they treated me like a princess.
I loved them like my family.
And when I left we said that we should keep in Contact.
We have been talking a Little bit on facebook since I came home, but it´s Always me who contact them. It makes me sad that it´s just me trying.
I hoped they would be my friends forever, but sometimes Life doesn't end up the way you wan´t it to be. I will never forget them and they will Always be a part of my Life 2012.

I don´t know why people are so selfish...I have Another friend here in Sweden that act exactly the same way.
I mean if you do not want to know me, say it then instead.
I´m 28 years old and can deal with that.

Getting a bit angry, but Life is to short to really care about it.
it's their loss...!

Love you all

Tjingeling

 



Finally...!

I'm happy to say that I'm going my own way.
I do what I want and it makes me happy. The education is now all done... Have sent all the paper and now there's no turning back.
29 June I'm leaving Sweden for a big adventure. I know I will meet so many new people... :)
Can't wait....!


Well I'm gonna have dinner with mum and dad now... It's hard to be sick and live in hotel Persson :)

Love you all

Tjingeling

Pictures.

some pictures from the weekend and some pictures of myself, as Always ;)



Back to English!

This weekend has been Amazing.
My mum had birthday yesterday and we had a surprise dinner for her in the evening.
Mr.N cooked three course and it tasted delicious.

It was a great evening with the people who mean Everything to me.I Love you all so much.
Thanks for being a part og my Life.


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Today it´s time for a game, but I have got a bad Cold.
I´m gonna try to play anyway, if it´s to heavy I just have to rest.
we won yesterday, and should win today.

Well I don´t have to much to write about.
Talk to you later.


Love you all

Tjingeling


ILSKA

Man får lov att bli arg...! Det är naturligt att bli arg, jag blir inte arg så ofta, men på senaste tiden har jag varit lite bitter...!
Vet inte varför...Vädret? Besvikelse?
Iaf, när man bli arg så säger man ibland saker man inte borde, likaså gör jag.
Jag ber om ursäkt om det finns någon där ute som tog illa vid sig igår.
Jag var väl mest arg när jag kom hem till mamma och pappa, så de fick ta det mesta.
Förlåt för det underbara föräldrar.

Jag har på sista tiden insett att jag jämför ganska mycket med hur det var att leva i Australien.
Oerhört avslappnat, man dömer inte alls på samma sätt....Men vi i Sverige dömer ganska fort folk som vi inte ens känner.
Jag saknar värmen, den avslappnade stämningen, folket och framförallt alla BBQ. =D

I Sverige kommer jag sakna alla mina närmsta och fantastiska vänner...!
Min familj och fotbollen.
Men man anpassar sig till det man har och lever efter de förutsättningar som finns.
När jag var yngre så var fotbollen och mina vänner mitt allt.
Idag är det annorlunda och mitt liv handlar om familjen i första hand.
Sen finns det folk i min omgivning som jag prioriterar att få vara tillsammans med.
Min älskade vän Malin med familj är en av dem.
Den vänskap jag och Malin delar är oerhört sällsynt, vi behöver inte prata varje dag för att veta att den andre alltid kommer finnas där.
Oavsett om jag bor i Helsingborg eller Australien så kommer kontakten mellan oss aldrig att brytas.

Min fina familj finns det inga ord för....försök att sätta er på oss...Tufft, vi står enade tillsammans.
 Älskar min familj....Utan er vore jag inte densamma som jag är idag.

Jag vill avsluta med att säga FÖRLÅT än en gång för att jag ibland blir lite för arg över saker och ting som egentligen inte är någon stor sak.
Men ibland rinner bägaren över och det går ut över helt fel personer.


Love you all

Tjingeling


Have to write in Swedish cause I´m so angry right now!!!!

Jag är kokt!!!
För det första så är ett TACK inte så svårt att kläcka ur sig.

Att vara självupptagen är ingen bra egenskap....Du gräver din egen grav.
Att ständigt bli besviken...!!!
-Jag hör av mig imorgon, sen hör du inte ett j*a skit från personen.
Jag blir inte bara besviken, jag blir arg, ledsen, och tro det eller ej, mitt hjärta gör ont!!
Jag bryr mig om dig....men jag kräver någonting tillbaka =(

Jag HATAR att jag är en sådan person som bryr mig om mina medmänniskor mer än jag bryr mig om mig själv....! Att ständigt träffa folk som man tror bryr sig, sen får man fingret tillbaka!!

Jag är även arg över folk som inte kan prata och resonera med andra.....
Jag blev idag petad från A-laget....Jag bryr mig, det känns...men jag vill ha en anledning, annars kan jag skita i det, varför kämpa om du inte vet vad du ska kämpa med.
Varför ska jag lägga ner 2 månader på att träna och spela fotboll när man inte kan få någon ärlighet.
Jag har ställt frågan, och hoppas på ett svar, så ska inte ta ut något innan jag vet anledningen.
Så jag hoppas på att få ett svar på vad jag måste jobba med.

Oavsett vilket så säger folk till mig att jag borde bita mig i läppen ibland, men är det verkligen jag då?? Jag är fostrad att stå upp för mig själv och att säga ifrån, kommer inte sluta med det.
De vänner som står kvar är de riktiga, NI andra kan dra....er behöver jag inte i mitt liv.

Att spela ett spel och låtsas vara någon annan är inte alls min melodi.
Allt händer av en anledning, kanske ska jag fokusera på utbildningen redan nu och börja träna lite styrka.??
Ja så blir det nog...fotboll är socialt, men jag har så mycket annat att lägga min tid på!


Min styrka är att jag vet vem jag är och vet vad jag strävar efter och lägger inte min tid på någon eller något som endast tar energi ifrån mig.

2 MÅNADER till, sen äntligen kan jag se tillbaka på detta och leva min dröm
Det har inte riktigt sjunkit in att JAG faktiskt blivit antagen och ska åka iväg.
*LYCKA*


Livet är fullt med utmaningar, en del tar jag an, andra låter jag passera utan att bry mig...Det är dina beslut som räknas...Det är ditt liv det handlar om.



JAG ÄR STARK, ÄVEN OM JAG ÄR ENSAM.





Tjingeling


Not to much to say!

It´s a lot going on in my Life right now, but I´m to lazy to write about it.
I played a game yesterday and i scored.
We won with 6-3 =D

Or else I´m busy with seeing everyone.
I´m leaving in about  8 weeks.
Still haven´t figured out how to pack for 18 months away.
I can only bring 25 kg, and that isn´t to much.

Well I don´t feel like write to much today so I give you some Pictures to look at.

Love you all

Tjingeling

 

                                                      Me loving myself, like always

                                           Before the wave.

                                             After the wave.

                                                     Even when you´re having a bad day,
                                                     you´re still the same person.

                                                      My birthday, turning 28

                                          The love of my Life, no one will ever take his Place

Business, Give me a challenge!! =D


My Busy day.

Yesterday was a busy day.
To begin with I trained our toddlers in the morning.
Then I had lunch with one of my teammates.
After that we watched the mens game.Unfortunately they lost the dame with 1-2.After that I had dinner with my Lovely family at my Brothers Place, and later in the evening we Went bowling.


Here is some Pictures from yesterday, and from my trip to Borås 2 weekends ago =D
Enjoy!

 

Love you all

Tjingeling

 

Ps: Today we gonna play against Wormo...16,00 in Landskrona.
Welcome

Aad tomorrow we have a game at 19.30 on Olympiafältet, I hope to see you all there. =D



Today I feel cranky

The sun is shining, the birds are singing, but today I feel in a very bad mood.
I don´t know why??
I Think I know.
I´m so tired that I´m Always giving my heart to everyone, but they only return it  crumpled.
I´m a friendly person that cares to much About everyone else then myself.But to all of you who uses me, It ends now....I´m turning into a bitch.If you´are my real friend and want to stay in my Life you have to treat me good and show me what I mean to you.

As of today, I will stop chasing people..

 

This is what I´m turning into if you mess with me!!!

 

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Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day
 I'll help with the enrollment of the little ones in our football club.
Gonna be a funn day.
Later in the afternoon, I´m gonna see the mens fotball game.And in the evening I´m gonna play bowling with my lovely family.
So hopefully tomorrow will be a good day.


Don´t forget to tell everyone you love how much they mean to you.
Tomorrow can be to late.

Don´t stop smiling, even bad days ´can turn into good days.

Love you all

Tjingeling










Proud!

I am extremely proud of myself.everything I've accomplished in Life.
Everything bad I've gone through and all good.
To be where I´m today has been a roller coaster, but I did it.
And in 2  months from now I will go on my greatest adventure and fulfill one of my biggest Dreams.
a lot of people have said that it must be difficult to implement, but it's all just a matter of decidingTo make the decision to change your life for the better and the way you wanna live.As long as you want something don´t give up untill you´ve got it.


I know it´s gonna be hard to say goodbye to everyone.
There are people I will miss so much, but they will still be here when I´m back.


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Well it feels like I´m talking a lot of shit...haha

We have to fotballgames in front of us, Sunday and then Monday.
It´s gonna be so much fun to play.
I played last Saturday, only 20 minutes.
But it was enough for me, I was about to die =D

I have to get ready now.
Lunch in the city with my Lovely dad, my sister and my brother.
I wish you all a great day.

Love you all

 

Tjingeling


Bella Always makes you happy no matter what
*KÄRLEK*
*LOVE*



Deal or no deal??

That´s the question.??
To have a social Life is Amazing, to have friends that really care for you.
I don´t have to many friends, but I know that those I have will kill for me.
To leave

your friends and family and go away for 18 months.
I know that the education in Asutralia is what I really want, but still I know that It would be hard to leave everyone. Well as my friend MR.M says, everyone will still be here when you´re back =D


The greatest adventure of my life starting in just over

two months.
New friends, a whole new World and a lot of new experience.

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Yesterday was a great evening spent together with MR.E.
we watched a movie and then

we fell asleep.
Today when I woke up I realised how Amazing it is that you can meet a person and you become very good

friends. I didn´t really knew MR:E when I came home, but now he´s a very good friend.
Be greatful for the people in your Life,

suddenly it all can come to an end.

Have to organize my Life now, a lot of things to go through.
If you know someone that need some

interior or

furniture send me a message on facebook =D


Love you all

Tjingeling

                                        Old Picture, but this is how lazy we have been today

When Love is all around us.

My weekend has one of the best in a long time.
Friday was a silent day and I didn´t do too much.
Saturday was a busy day.
I played football, then home to dinner with amazing friends and family.
After that I Went out with my teammates.
It was a awesome night, I danced so much that my legs hurts today =D
Yesterday was also a silent day, had dinner with my mum and dad and later in the evening I watched a Movie with my best friend Malin.
Today I have been to the denstist, have to fix my teeth Before I go.
Gonna take a hot shower now and tonight it´s football practice and after that I´m gonna have a cozy evening with my lovely friend MR.E =D


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I was counting today, Its only 9 weeks until i go away again.
18 months away, it´s a long time....but it´s gonna be the time of my Life =D
Gonna miss everyone back home tho, but we keep in Contact.One thing I will miss very much is the football....Gahhh It´s gonna be hard not to practice fotball.
I do gonna practice, but it´s not the same.


I have also been thinking about how to pack, what to bring??
Well I still have some time to figure that out.


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When love comes around...grab it...or else you will regret it for the rest of your Life.
I'm still thinking about the man I met a year ago in Gothenburg MR.C

Love you all

Tjingeling





This Picture reminds about you =D

 

 



HAPPY!

I have decided to be happy.
It takes to much energy to be angry.

Today´s gonna be a good day.
Life is all you ever wanted as long as you keep telling yourself that.

Yesterday I realised that you can´t choose your family, but you can Always choose your friend.

Luckily I have the BEST family in the whole World.
My

siblings is always there when I need them and my parents are always, no matter what always there for you.
We stand together as a family should do.

I have friends that doesn´t even have any Contact with there parents, and that makes me sad =(
I also have a friend that have lost both of her parents, and I can´t even explain the pain I´m feeling for her and her sister.
You have each other

make the most of that.

I´m thinking about you every day and sending all the

strength I can.

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To talk about something else.
I have starting to play soccer again this week.
And belive it or not, I´m gonna play the first game tomorrow, can´t wait.
This weekend is also gonna be a good one.
I´m gonna spend it with my best friend and her family, my parents, hopefully my sister, the girls in my soccerteam. can´t be unsuccessful.
LOVE LIFE!! =D

And as always, Love you all

Tjingeling

Happy! =D

Crazy friends......Hahaha



Tennis

Today has been a great day.

I played tennis with MR.E.

I Always have a great time together with him, much laughter =D

Unfortunately I lost, and everyone that knows me knows how much I hate to lose.
But better luck next time =D

Or else I haven´t done to much, trying to fix my tax from 2012.
It´s a lot of things to do sense I sold my apartment last year.Luckily I have my dad.

 

Well I don´t have to much to write about today.

Love you all.

Tjingeling




Picture from www.google.se
Me after the game =P

Picture from www.google.se

When you realize the truth

I´m sittin her thinking.
And all suddenly it strikes me that you always wanna be somewhere else.
When I was in Australia I missed my family and my best friends.
But now when I have been home for a while I miss my friends in Austarlia.
I´ts hard to realize that I´m a person with a lot of feelings, and the people I met In Perth they don´t really care if I´m there or not. I was just a person on visit.
I do miss my housemates and i wish that the Contact between us where better.
I´m trying so hard, but if it´s not any response back you will give it up.
I love my housemates and all they did for me is Amazing, and to sitting here and realize that I might never see them again makes me cry.

I took a desition because I missed my Life back home.
It´s funny how you never really satisfied.
I´m going back to Australia in the end of June to study.
It´s gonna be a big adventure and I´m very hopeful that it´s gonna be a great year.

TO YOU, MY LOVELY HOUSEMATES!!
I Love you guys like my own family and you were the reason I stayed so long.
I hope to see you all again, but if I don´t, Thanks for Everything and thank you for becoming part of my travels.

 This is me being emotional....But it´s the truth.

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Here is some Pictures from my adventure:

 

                                                  Christmas Eve, we run out of petrol
                                              

                                                      luckily Rob came and rescued us

                                         Christmas Eve, (A Beautiful river) spent with Brock
                                                             and his Lovely friends

                                                     The River

                                                     The Amazing beach

                                                     Beautiful kangaroo

                                                    Party in the house with a lot of boys =D

My favourite bikini.


Love you all

Tjingeling